| i love TREX ... like SO much!! JEEPERS JEEPSTER! |
[Jul. 12th, 2007|07:25 pm] |
Jeepster
You're so sweet, you're so fine
I want you all and ev'rything just to be mine
'Cos you're my baby, 'cos you're my love
Oh girl I'm just a jeepster for your love
You slide so good with bones so fair
You've got the universe reclining in your hair
'Cos you're my baby, yes you're my love
Oh girl I'm just a jeepster for your love
Just like a car you're pleasing to be hold
I'll call you Jaguar if I may be so bold
'Cos you're my baby, 'cos you're my love
Oh girl I'm just a jeepster for your love - oh
The wild winds blow upon your frozen cheeks
The way you flip your hip it always makes me weak
'Cos you're my baby, 'cos you're my love
Oh girl I'm just a jeepster for your love - oh
Your motivation is so sweet
Your vibrations are all burning up my feet
'Cos you're my baby, mmh, 'cos you're my love
Oh girl I'm just a jeepster for your love
I said girl I'm just a vampire for your love
I'm gonna suck you
Oh-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o wow
A-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a ow, wow yeah, vampire! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2007|12:16 pm] |
MAGIC
Pilot
Ho, ho, ho
It's magic you know
Never believe, it's not so
It's magic, you know
Never believe, it's not so
Never been awake
Never seen a day break
Leaning on my pillow in the morning
Lazy day in bed
Music in my head
Crazy music playing in the morning light
I love my sunny day
Dream of far away
Dreaming on my pillow in the morning
Never been awake
Never seen a day break
Leaning on my pillow in the morning light
Ho, ho, ho
It's magic, you know
Never believe it's not so
It's magic, you know
Never believe, it's not so |
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|11:09 am] |
I Wan'na Be Like You
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Now I'm the king of the swingers
Oh, the jungle VIP
I've reached the top and had to stop
And that's what botherin' me
I wanna be a man, mancub
And stroll right into town
And be just like the other men
I'm tired of monkeyin' around!
Oh, oobee doo
I wanna be like you
I wanna walk like you
Talk like you, too
You'll see it's true
An ape like me
Can learn to be human too
Gee, cousin Louie
You're doin' real good
Now here's your part of the deal, cuz
Lay the secret on me of man's red fire
But I don't know how to make fire
Now don't try to kid me, mancub
I made a deal with you
What I desire is man's red fire
To make my dream come true
Give me the secret, mancub
Clue me what to do
Give me the power of man's red flower
So I can be like you
You!
I wanna be like you
I wanna talk like you
Walk like you, too
You'll see it's true
Someone like me
Can learn to be
Like someone like me
Can learn to be
Like someone like you
Can learn to be
Like someone like me! |
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| THANK YOU ALYCE FOR SHOWING US!! :D |
[Feb. 13th, 2007|06:49 am] |
TWILIGHT
ELO
The visions dancing in my mind
The early dawn, the shades of time
Twilight crawling through my windowpane
Am I awake or do I dream?
The strangest pictures I have seen
Night is day and twilights gone away
With your head held high and your scarlet lies
You came down to me from the open skies
Its either real or its a dream
Theres nothing that is in between...
Twilight, I only meant to stay awhile
Twilight, I gave you time to steal my mind
Away from me.
Across the night I saw your face
You disappeared without a trace
You brought me here, but can you take me back?
Inside the image of your light
That now is day and once was night
You lead me here and then you go away.
(you brought me here, but can you take me back again? )
With your head held high and your scarlet lies
You came down to me from the open skies
Twilight, I only meant to stay awhile
Twilight, I only meant to stay awhile
Twilight, twilight, twilight, twilight.
FROM THE ALBUM "Time"
WIKIPEDIA RIP:
The album tells the story of a man circa 1981 who is taken away by time travelers to the late 21st Century. Here he sees the wonders of the future but longs for the past and the woman he left behind. He is told that he cannot be returned to his own time. He has a robot woman who will do anything he wants ("Is That What You Want?") but who can never love or be loved by him. He tries to escape and considers using their time transporter equipment to return to the past. Finally they track him down - apparently only keeping him there to show him how the future is suffering from the choices we make today. They return him home where he has a chance to help make a difference. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2007|10:41 am] |
MANIFESTO - Roxy Music
I am for a life around the corner
That takes you by surprise
That comes leaves all you need
And more besides
I am for a life and time by numbers
Blast in fast ´n´ low
Add ´em up, account for luck
You never know
I am into friendship and plain sailing
Through frenzied ports o´ call
O shake the hand to beat the band
With love is all
Or nothing to the man who wants tomorrow
There´s one in every town
A crazy guy, he'd rather die
Than be tied down
I am for the man who drives the hammer
To rock you 'til the grave
His power drill shocks
A million miles away
I am for the revolution´s coming
I don´t know where she´s been
For those who dare because it´s there
I know I´ve seen
Now and then I´ve suffered imperfection
I´ve studied marble flaws
And faces drawn pale and worn
By many tears
I am that I am from out of nowhere
to fight without a cause
Roots strain against the grain
With brute force you´d better
Hold out when you´re in doubt
Question what you see
And when you find an answer
Bring it home to me. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2007|04:36 pm] |
what do you do when you have your spirit crushed?
my hair is too thin
i'm not strong anymore
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|01:09 pm] |
Lucky Number
Udy, udy, udy, udy etc...
I never used to cry 'cause I was all alone
For me, myself and I is all I've ever known
I never felt the need to have a hand to hold
In everything I do I take complete control
That's where I'm coming from
My Lucky Number's one
I've everthing I need to keep me satisfied
There's nothing you can do to make me change my mind
I'm having so much fun
My Lucky Number's one
Ah! Oh! Ah! Oh!
Ay ay ay ay ay...
I now detect an alien vibration here
There's something in the air besides the atmosphere
The object of the action is becoming clear
An imminent attack upon my heart I fear
The evidence is strong
My Lucky Number's rung
Ah! Oh! Ah! Oh!
Something tells me my Lucky Number's gonna be changing soon
Something tells me Lucky Number's gonna be oweoweoweoweoweowe...
You certainly do have a strange effect on me
I never thought that I could feel the way I feel
There's something in your eyes gives me a wild idea
I never want to be apart from you my dear
I guess it must be true
My Lucky Number's two
This rearrangement suits me now I must confess
The number one was dull and number two is best
I wanna stay with you
My Lucky Number's two
Ah! Oh! Ah! Oh!
Number... Number... |
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[Jan. 25th, 2007|12:21 pm] |
credit card is at $742...
i'm trying SOOOO hard to not spend more than i absolutely HAVE to.
if i keep things EXTREMELY tight i SHOULD be able to get it paid off in the next 2 pays.
=D
this is going to be a weight off.
my job still sucks... BIG BIG BIG time... but i JUST HAVE TO stick it out a little longer... then think of the next... and hopefully RIGHT move.
mmm...
bye :) |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2007|10:00 pm] |
i hate with the same ferocity with which i love.
and i hate you. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2007|11:08 pm] |
Be Gentle With Me
Send The Boy Least Likely To
Staring up into the solar system,
All the stars are fixed up in the sky.
I just want to sparkle for a moment
Before I just fizzle out and die.
I'm happy because I'm stupid.
Scared of spiders, scared of flying.
If I wasn't so happy,
I wouldn't be so scared of dying.
So just be gentle with me
I'm not as young as I was
And I'll be gentle with you
I'm not as brave as I thought
'Cause my heart gets broken so easily.
So just be gentle, be gentle with me.
Wide awake, waiting like a target
Listening for things I cannot see.
Insects flutter up against my window.
I don't like the way they look at me
i guess I've always needed
To be needed by someone.
It's a comforting feeling
Being under someone's thumb.
So just be gentle with me
And if I am ever mean
And I'll be gentle with you
I never mean to be mean
'Cause I want to pick peaches off of a cherry tree.
Just be gentle, be gentle, be gentle,
Be gentle with me.
So just be gentle with me
Trouble is sometimes
And I'll be gentle with you
I just can't switch myself off
When I want to so I never do
Because I'm mental, be gentle, be gentle,
Just be gentle, be gentle, be gentle
And I'll be gentle, be gentle, be gentle,be gentle with you. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
i think we can safely say... she's never been hot...
this is her at 27...
all pics before that have been destroyed!! the paper wore away. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2007|09:30 am] |
i dont like what i'm feeling right now.
it's going to be ok right?
and even if it isnt... i'll get thru it... right??
and come out better... right?? |
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[Dec. 27th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
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woe..
ok... car is stranded... at least i was able to empty it.
estimated damage...
new gear box = $1200 - $1500
probably not worth it in such an old car... might just have to scrap it... get a new one...
more debt.
it might might might be a possibility to get my parents to pay for a car... which will mean larger debt and not moving out for ages... grrrrrrrrrrrr oh well! life rules! =D xoxox |
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[Dec. 19th, 2006|07:35 pm] |
today i'd had enough... so i rang a guy this morning (who leaves really soon and i knew i couldnt ask the same favour of next week... so desperately tried to sneak in a day off this week) to open the store..
but i needed to drive there anyway to give him the key... and i went inside... there was a bunch of stuff to do... didnt end up leaving until 12:30... and i wont be paid. i had grand plans for things to do!! cheating time i was going to hook up my television and get some things done. but i just came home. cried. and fell asleep. i went and picked up my mum in the rain at about 5:15..washed up... helped cooked dinner... and here i am...
i hate that i slept. life is slipping away.
it was about 7 months ago now that i was applying for jobs
and here i am again.
the last interview i had... the PROPER interview.. (blockbuster was nothing)
was as an educational writer... i had TOTALLY TOTALLY forgotten about that experience... balling and panting at north sydney train station... fully realising that i not only THOUGHT i was a failure... but really having my abilities questioned...
before they are questioned... there is only speculation... ppl can make inferences based on what they THINK of you... when they are truly questioned and TESTED... that's when you know... who you really are... like everything... you may THINK you are a certain way... but wait until you are truly tested... life tests are all over the place... and they can make you see who you really are... sometimes it's not good.
i remember running out of the room...
i took the fire stairs coz i didnt want to wait for the lift... SHIT!!!!!!!
the scariest thing about it is... that if i was to have that same interview... and test tomorrow... im not sure it would go any different... i really dont know WHAT i'm doing... anywhere... i just want to chance... and chance to get out of this horrible situation... a chance to make things better for myself... and chance to try and be the person that people SPECULATE that i am...
where is my brain???? what happened to the person that i was SUPPOSED to be??? where the fuck did she go... i can get interviews... ppl can like me... but the proof is in the pudding... and despite what i might look like... my pudding is mush. bad mush.
shit i wish i hadnt remembered that interview in nth sydney... how embarrassing!!!!!! and what they asked me to do... in a time limit... i mean... what a great way to filter out the fucktards! but i DONT WANT TO BE A FUCKTARD!!! i want to be a success! i want to be able! i want to give the ppl i love great gifts! i want to have a nice place to live! i want to feel as secure as one can possibly feel.
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease be good! please be ok...
**CHOKES**
i need it all
drive
determination
hope
balance
flexibility
strength
getting things in sync
if i could love for a living i'd be sooooo rich! |
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[Dec. 14th, 2006|11:36 pm] |
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WHAAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIRST MANAGER'S WAGE... $892.77 FOR A FUCKING FORTNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR 42 HOURS A WEEK!!! (not to mention the UNPAID FUCKING OVERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
I CAN'T DO IT!!
i just survived a whole fornight on a weeks pay... i cannot do CHRISTMAS AND STILL MOVE FORWARD WITH MY CREDIT CARD ON THIS PISS WEAK WAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xmas is off.shut up.
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
i think i really am a dependent...
i think a lot of my problem does come down to that..
when i was younger... the thought of being kidnapped was horrifying to me..
but the thought of getting kidnapped WITH someone wasnt so bad...
and i didnt imagine my under THEIR wing... the other party stroking me... reassuring me that things were going to be ok... i imagined ME comforting THEM... wiping away their tears... and subduing THEIR fear...
which is weird... it's like having someone else to care about... in a bad situation... brings out the best in me... but when it's just me alone... i tend to collapse... rather than fight... i want that to change...
it's like having someone else around to protect... and hug... and keep warm... makes ME a stronger person... gives me a drive.... hmm...
it's a dependency... but a kind of reverse dependency... i dont seek to be looked after... i want to look after someone else... i guess... have someone near... to give me purpose... i guess i must feel useless and worthless without being connected to someone else... to love and share with...
i dont think it's a completely selfless thing tho... i dont want to sound like a martyr.. i want to be kidnapped with someone that i can keep warm... but i also want them there... for myself... to give me a reason...
i want something good to die for... to make it easier to live... - queens of the stoneage
together is better than alone??
i dont want to be weak. i want to believe in myself... i want to believe i have the power to survive on my own...
strength in numbers? safety in numbers? true strength thru independence??
i dunno...
i have a love in my life... that makes me stronger than anything you can imagine. - punch drunk love
i have so much love in me... waves upon waves of it!! you could never ring my heart dry...
i'm soaking in it... love drenched.
i love all my friends and i miss them. i hope that i'm advancing...inching somewhere... so i come out a better person.. for me and everyone.
music owns me.
MATTY
i love you.
you are NOT working at blockbuster... we wouldnt be working together... im there during the day...
you r so much better than blockbuster... seriously... there has to be something else..
... whatcha afta?? :( please.. bbassfield is NOT for you...
you are the first person to msg me on my nooo phone..
man... i have NO ONE'S numbers!! :) :)
loves it!
xoxox
miss you... xoxox |
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